mysheikhdom

2006-07-12T16:55:00.000+10:00

closing down dis blog..

cause..
my new blog's

UP!

will inform you guys of e new addie through emails..
if you have it,
means i dont mind you reading it..
if you dont,
most probably it's cause you guys dont usually read my entries anw or well..
i dont want you reading it.
heh.

update your links accordingly.
thanks.
tata (:

2006-07-11T02:20:00.000+10:00

welcomed an old friend back after a long absence.
i guess he was always there..
we just stopped communicating for a period of time.
im glad you are back in my life.
i guess what i need most right now..
is guidance from e right people..
and you being one of them.

and i hope this time..
you'll stick around long enough to help me figure things out.

going out with PG and HM this week.
i sure hope PG'll be owing me a treat.
not for e fact dat im getting a free meal..
but wells..
let's just say..
it's abt more than winning a bet.

okay..it's pretty late and im a wee bit tired.
adios peeps.
nighty nights (:

2006-07-11T01:45:00.000+10:00

found out 2 things abt my stupid, yet not stupid, brother today.
his phone service got terminated due to, i quote,
"a multitude of farking dumb reasons"
and..
he scored 4 freaking As for his..
wad do you call it..
JCTs??

well congrats.

i guess dis shd be one of my last few posts here.
made a new blog already..
shd be up and running soon.
then u guys can look out for my msn nick to see e new addie (:

adios peeps.

solved?

2006-07-09T16:02:00.000+10:00

updated my other blogs..
kindly dont ignore it.
and dearie, ive updated our shared blog too in case u think im ignoring it.
and well..
just read..
i hope you'll know what to do..

ive been waking up really late in e past few days..
like at 3 in e afternoon..
but ytd i broke e record..
woke up at 5 plus.
madness huh.
i know.
now someone tell me how in gawds name am i supposed to wake up at 7 in e morning when skewl starts.
shit.

it's all part and parcel of life isnt it?

2006-07-07T13:32:00.000+10:00

Where were you when it turned 2006?
Medan

How did you get the idea for your friendster name?
my very own name?

What song are you listening to right now?
no songs.

Has the death of a celebrity ever made u cry?
nope...

What did you do this morning?
i just woke up

Whats your favourite memory from last weekend?
happy happy happy days (:

What are the last two digits of your phonenumber?
15 in spore..
28 in indo..
62 in sydney..

What was the last movie you watched?
pirates of e carribbean last night. with ant, cheongie and him.

What do you dislike at the moment?
e cold weather..i almost miss summer. note e almost. coz im not looking forward to 3 mths of being swarmed with flies either.

Did you dream last night?
yeppie..a weird dream too..

What was the last TV show you watched?
some france tour thing last night.

What was the last thing you ate?
starburst jelly.

Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
zz la..

Who last text messaged you?
ant

Are you on any medication?
nah..

What color shirt are you wearing?
grey

What is your favorite frozen treat?
ice cream?

How many piercings do you have?
2

Are you thirsty right now?
nope..what a weird question hahahaha..

Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?
too many to name..

What did you do last night?
dinner, pooling and movies with e guys..

Do you care what people think about you?
depends on who e "people" are..

Have you ever done something to instigate trouble?
yeppie..

What are your font colors on MSN?
purple?

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex?
i guess so? cant rem who though.

Where do you live?
meaning? in indo im in kartini..in spore used to be in pasir ris, now im in tanah merah..in sydney im in matraville..

Are you an aggressive driver?
cant drive to save my life. cant even finish e daytona laps. hahahahaha..okay loser..

Do you like the person who posted this last?
yeppiee..ex housemate (:

Do you know their Birthday?
yep..19th may..

What is the thing that you would most like tochange about you?
i have issues with punctuality, procrastination and i guess i spend a lil too much..and obviously there are lots more dat i wanna change..since im e last person u can call almost perfect..

What color is your car?
i dont have one..booooooooooooo :(

2006-07-06T17:29:00.000+10:00

met my dearest harlan for lunch on tue.
i think you guys make a gooood pair!
kinda like..
wad cartoon was it..
hm..
ahh..
BEAUTY AND THE BEAST!
hihihihihihihihhihihihihi!!!
dionne being e bella..
and you being..
well wad's left?
the BEAST!
XD

and we made a bet.
for every subject dat i bloody pass,
you are going to owe me a treat!
take good care of your wallet PG o dionne's.
i shall demand a meal at e most expensive restaurant dat ive heard of!
hohohohohohoho!
this is nice.

meeting ant and cheongie for pool.
gg to eat at ayam grg 99 first though.
was supposed to town today.
but since i woke up at 2 plus
and he woke up even later,
e plan was scraped.
and vainpot youd better hurry else we r gg to be late in meeting ant and cheong too.
ckck.
boys..

france beat portugal.
HAHAAHHAHAAHAHAHHA!
ronaldo you suck!
i hope they'll beat e italians and win e world cup (:

and steven gerrard might be e next england captain.
any other day i wouldve been okay with terry getting e post.
perhaps happy even.
but since we r talking abt e player whom ive admired for 5 years here,
id say I WANT STEVIE AND NO OTHER WEARING DAT ARMBAND!
nyeheeee.

i have a few bruises on my body.
that just speaks of 2 things.
im a clumsy person (a fact which i fully agree with)
and i have violent girlfriends.
which i think is very true as well.
but zz,
remember your _______!!!
<33

i need to find e time to set up a new blog soon.
hmmm hmmmm hmmm..
perhaps dis sat!

and my xanga has been on a hiatus for e past few days.
sorry.
will update back there soon.

kae then.
gtg.
before ant chooses to have my head for dinner instead of e chicken at 99.
adios peeps (:

2006-07-04T13:11:00.000+10:00

holidaysssss (:
bliss.
hahahhaha.

supposed to meet dearie, harlan and kodok for lunch.
but im gg to be late i think.
and so will kodok since we r gg together.
oh wells..
heheheheheheh.

dis few days have been fun fun funnnnn (:
piggy days everyday.
woooottttt..
and i havent seen HM for days!
yayyyyyyyy!!!
but it's been raining.
ew.

ohh went to randwick last night.
i like!
it's like a little town.
so much better than maroubra.

ahh dis may be a little late.
england vs portugal match.
my poor england..
poor steven gerrard.
all thx to stupid portugal.
christiano ronaldo ought to be shot.
man u fan or no,
it's his fault rooney got sent off.
sheesh.
wonder whether we'll have a replay of e ahn jung hwan incident in man u.

okay.
gtg.
else dearie's really gg to kill me.
adios peeps (:

2006-07-02T01:41:00.000+10:00

im gonna move to another blog (:
not now but soon i hope..
will email e details to you guys when i do.
or you can simply check my fs page (:
heh.

adios peeps!

2006-07-01T15:39:00.000+10:00

first of piggy days!
yayyyy!
going to see zz every day for e next week (:
we have lots of making up to do for e time lost drg exams.
hohohoho.
happy happy happy day everydayyyy!

and then meeting dearie and harlan for lunch on tue!
woooooott!
harlan you idiot,
you called at 1:09 ytd for lunch.
what were you thinking man.
dat i take half an hour to get ready and lives 5 mins away from you?
sheesh!
but it's okayy.
coz u left a funny message on my mailbox.
andddddd i let zz and winnie listend to it!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
they found it funny too!!!!
perhaps i shd find a way to upload it to e net and let everyone listen.

tmr will be a busy day.
booo..
it's okay coz we'll be together..
and we can always go out on monday!!!
(: (: (:

anyhos,
he hung my painting in his room.
hehehehehehe..
we shall go find brushes, paint and papers so i can paint more kay!

im having a headache.
oh wth..

vainpotttt, hurry hurry go bathe and get ready so we can go out plsss!
ckck.
okayy i shall go off..
adios peeps!

2006-06-30T00:29:00.000+10:00

watched superman..
and it's GOOD!
go watch now watch now watch nowwwwwww!
andd it was filmed in sydney!!!!!!!!!
XD

anw..
i had e shock of my life on e bus home just now..
was hanging on to dear consciousness trying to not drift off to slumberland
when dis group of aboriginal teenagers boarded e bus at kingsford.
halfway through they started quarrelling and when e security got on at maroubra,
they stepped in and tried to stop e quarrel.
guess what.
it got worse and they started scolding e poor security instead.
all sorts of profanities imaginable were mentioned..
-and i think some new ones were invented-
though i think everyone there had a preference, "motherfucker",
coz i distinctly remember hearing it once every 3 seconds.
then right after maroubra dis big lady got on and guess who's she?
one of e girls' aunt.
and e girl went on to tell e aunt dat e security was picking on her.
so e protective auntie went to her beloved niece's rescue and launched her own war of words with e poor guy calling him all sorts of names starting with,
"hey you motherf*cker, what's your fugging problems eh, why are u fugging picking on my niece?"
so they started ganging up on him till finally dis guy put a stop to it.
and he wasnt even nice about it.
he scolded e security and told him to shut up coz him quarrelling wont stop them.
"why dont you just shut e fug up bro? quarrelling with them wont help a thing. look at how many of them there are. we know how things go around here bro. we know how things go around here. fug me dead. just fug me dead."
like omfg.
hahahahahahha.
scared e shit out of me seriously.
like yeah sure we have racism everywhere..
esp in indo but nothing's ever dis bad..
like other than riots,
there were never any personal attacks of such before..
or at least i was never near enough to witness it.

omg.
hahahahahahahha.
and yeah wad happened made me miss harlan even more :'(
if you are here i wont feel so scared okayyyyyyy :( :( :(
like PG why in gawd's name did you move out forrrrrrrr...
you idiot leave me all alone in dis stupid, and frighteningly unsafe house.
you piece of shit you ought to be shot dead.
move back move back move back pleaaaaaseee?
when you were ard it felt nicer coz i know no harm will come in my way and stuff.
holy cow now i gotta start bringing penknives ard too?
boooooooo i dont wanna be another HM
:(

and im not a monkey okay.
you chicken.
make dat brainless chicken.
since your bdae's on monday and you dont even know whether you have plans on dat day.
ckck.
but you miss me.
so i forgive you.
hahahahahaha.
harlan harlan harlan,

HaRl@n says:
shut uo monkey
HaRl@n says:
*shut up
bergdorf brunette/ something smelly came my way =S says:
fine chicken
bergdorf brunette/ something smelly came my way =S says:
but im not talking!!

see.
told you youre brainless.
turning 22 soon.
grow up please???

mommy messaged me agaen today.
in another desperate attempt to make me fly back.

mom: what are you doing?
me: eating and watching tv.
mom: ohh. so holidays and you dont study and you dont work? lazy pig.
me: it's hard looking for a job okay.
mom: yeah. esp for you.. i know.
me: uhuh..(wad is dat supposed to mean hahahaha)
mom: hehehehehe. so three weeks of doing nothing huh? wont you come back to sunny indo and be mommy's maid? hehehehehehehehe.

omg.
she's so desperate she's willing to enlist my help with e domestic duties.
as if i will be of much help.
i think i'll be adding to her problems since well..
i dont even bring my dishes to e kitchen after dinner.
but then agaen i dint have to do dat last time.
hm..
they shd seriously stop sending maids overseas..
now there's a freaking shortage back home and poor housewives like my mom have to help out with e chores.
ckck.

it's 1:13 am alr and i still have a bigggggggggggg pile of clothes to iron
:'(
i cant wait to get married.
then i dont have to do all this crap anm.

today was nice except for e stupid bus incident.
and tmr's PIGGY NIGHTTTT!!!
happy happy happy!
cant waittttt!!
hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi (:

and honestly harlan cracks me up.
hahahahahahahahhaha.
nononono.
you cant use e candle from your candlelit dinner to hurt me PG.
dionne will kill you really!
and so will zz!!
and so will my mom!
and perhaps my dad.
ckck.

okayyy
i shd go off.
and dearie love my pastries!!
wooooooooooottt!!!
of course dearie!
they were bought and given with love!!
hihihihihihihihihihi.
bye peeps (:

2006-06-29T13:57:00.000+10:00

slept like a log e night before.
im sorry :(
dint talk much last night.
but i'll make it up!
promiseeeee!!

woke up coz he called..
ckck..
hahahahahahahha =p

and i did laundry today!
had to load twice.
coz obviously i had to many stuff to wash.
sheesh.
and i swear my guardian is so friggin nice!
at least to me she is.
she actually cleared e whole place for me to put my laundry.
(: (: (:
if HM knows she's so gonna have a fit.
but i dont give a hoot honestly.

im gg over to dearie's house real soon.
hihihihihihihihihihihihihi.
and we r eating jap tmr.
agaen i know.
but it's okay coz i love jap food.
and so does zz.
and so does dearie.
dearieee, for your paper tmr,
GANBATTE NE!
meet us in city after dat and we can really really celebrate then.
coz e effing exams' officially OVER.
woooooooooottttttt (:

though there'll always be e anxiety of getting back e results dat leaves dis sour feeling in e stomach.
:(
screw results.
i hope someone burns down e skewl and they'll lose all e papers to e fire.
hahahahahahahaha.
e poor nerds.
oh wells..
(:

i think harlan's birthday is coming soon.
no idea when it is exactly..
i shall tell HM.
perhaps she can go and buy e present for him.
dat way i get to save money anddd save time.
kidding PG!!
you know i'll never do dat to you.
hahahahahahhaha..
or will i?
XD

oh i still cant get over e fact dat aussie lost to italy through a goddamn penalty.
a penalty dat shouldnt have been awarded in e very first place.
damn.
and to know dat e aussies played better than them italians.
stupid referee.
#@%$#^&
and now e socceroos' out of e world cup :(
e referee shd go hang really.

no longer dat interested in e world cup anm.
no underdogs to root for.
and i dont bet.
so yeah..
and as much as i want england to win e title,
i know even in my sweetest dream,
dat will never happen.
hahahahahahaha..
life..

okay im really really running late.
shall update more later.
adios peeps!

OHHOHHOHH!
it's piggy night tmr!
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
<33

2006-06-28T22:34:00.000+10:00

blogger was being a pain in e ass in e morning.
updated right before i was leaving..
but it took like a 786578568716 yrs to publish my entry.
and since i was rushing..
i had to close e window and my long looonngg entry was lost
=(
damn.

and i cant remember what i wrote earlier.
pffttt..

anyhos,
slept at 5 and woke up at 7 plus in e morning.
coz someone called (:
decided to bathe and change since we are supposed to meet at 11.30
wait.
he suggested meeting earlier.
but then we all know zong/jessie and earlier just dont go together.
i have issues with punctuality.
he has issues with punctuality (though his case isnt as bad as mine. hahaha. sorry for always making you wait dear)

so i called him at ard 9 as instructed.
but yeah he fell asleep and thank gawd i calld back at 10 before leaving and true enough.
he was still sleeping.
woke him and he went to get ready.
i swear he took like a zillion yrs to get ready.
ckck.
i have a feeling next time i'll be e one gg "darling are you ready yet?" every 5 mins
instead of him asking e qn like how guys usually do.
but yeah..i cant complain much coz i myself take 3 hrs to bathe and evt before i can leave e house.
ahahahahahahahah.
shit.

anyhos,
we watched oliver twist.
nice show!!!!
but before dat we were walking ard city with nothing in mind.
hmm..
saw dis old lady going through e garbage right in front of MYERS and i was well..shocked.
i have dis thing agaenst old people working or travelling alone or well..i dont know how to say it.
to put it simply,
i just hate seeing aged folks doing things on their own or having to fend for themselves.
like where e hell are their family members and how come no govt society is looking after them.
im just glad none of my grandparents will ever have to go through dat.
and i'd rather die than let my parents go through e same thing.
coz dat's just so sad.

and my mom's so cute.
she seems more excited abt zz dat i am.
okay dat's a lie because noone can get more excited than yours truly.
but yeah honestly she seems to be more excited abt him than most moms are abt their daughters' boyfriends.
perhaps e age factor does play a factor.
coz i just realised till now, ive never known a single person my age whose mom's still 43 dis yr.
oh wells, younger mom = funky??
okay my mom's anth but funky.
im not making sense anm am i?
XD

blipless..
today was a happy day (:
thank you.
and i love e _____.
love e poem too!
heeeeeeeeeeeeee
more more more kayyy!
LOVELOVE <33

2006-06-28T10:17:00.000+10:00

it's e hols yet i woke up at 7 plus dis morning.
coz someone called (:

im leaving any minute now.
going to eat at e "jet" resto agaen.
we really shd explore more western restaurants in sydney.
like weve onli been going to viet, jap, thai, HK, indon, chinese, korean..
evt BUT aussie food itself.

and dat vainpot is taking forever to get ready.
he's so gay..
hahahahahaha.
i swear in 6 yrs' time i'll be e one gg "darling are you ready yet" every 5 mins
instead of him asking e qn like all guys usually do.
he's gg to kill me when he reads dis.
XD

and ohh congrats to my dearest baby brother, daniel,
for passing his ebtanas (indo's form of PSLE).
do you realise you are e onli one out of e 3 of us dat finished pri skewl in indo?
wells, congrats for e fantastic results and wish you all e best in sec school (:

my mom's so cute.
she seems more excited abt zz than i am.
okay dat's a lie because noone can get more excited abt him than yours truly..
so okay perhaps she's just more excited abt him dat most moms are abt their daughters' boyfriends.
hahahahahaahahha
i bet you are curious abt a lot of things huh?
hmpphhh..DONT TELL yOoOUuUuUu!!!
hahahahahahaha

okay la.
i shd go off.
else i'll be too caught up updating and before i noe it i'll be updating my xanga acct too.
adios people (:
have a nice day!

i have a fetish for knights in lacy pajamas.
hahaha <33
and i want more more more private entries!!!

2006-06-27T21:32:00.000+10:00

it's 9:51 pm

im so pissed off right now.
it started out from DAT.
and now evt's like..going downhill.
omfgwtf.

and stupid HM is like..making everything go worse.
thankiew bitch.

and of course there's stupid Harlan the PG.
you and your stupid wahs are pretty irritating you know dat.
but dont worry ilu still.
coz you crack me up.
and im not an idiot.
and you can stop laughing at me
or im gg to give u an even longer hug when i see you.
so HM will have an excuse to hug you for a longer time too.
hahahahahha
asshole.

ive decided to stay at home and rot for e next few days.
i shall clean up my room and iron my clothes and do my laundry.
and yes if im happy tmr i shall lend my travel pass to stupid HM for e next few days.
though im meeting the bestfriend for dinner on fri.
to celebrate e end of exams.
though mine ended like 176354762461754 days ago
but hers is gg to end only dis fri.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH.
dearie your timetable sucks!
management sucks!
finance rocks!
but good luckies for e paper.
study study study.
but pls stop studying when i wanna play taitee
hahahahahaha.
ILU DEARIE (:

ohh harlan is seriously such an idiot.

HaRl@n says:
u pieces of shit

bergdorf brunette says:
okayy you are really shitty

bergdorf brunette says:
anw whennnn do u wanna meet up

bergdorf brunette says:
coz i miss you like fuggg

and then we started arguing over who shd arrange evt.
after like a zillion years,

HaRl@n says:
thx

bergdorf brunette says:
wad is e thx for?

HaRl@n says:
thx for u arranging the detail

bergdorf brunette says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

bergdorf brunette says:
buckyouuuu

bergdorf brunette says:
youuu arrange not meee

HaRl@n says:
is ur stuff

bergdorf brunette says:
hmphhhh

bergdorf brunette says:
dont care you set kay bye thx

HaRl@n says:
bye thx

HaRl@n says:
heh

bergdorf brunette says:
oei me first

bergdorf brunette says:
booo

HaRl@n says:
hahahahahhaha

HaRl@n says:
no way

HaRl@n says:
first come first think

someone shd just kill him for me.
hahahahha.
on second thoughts no.
i need him hahahahah.
and no PG,
we cant buck today. or at kingsford either.
way too crowded.
we shd just do it here right under HM's window.
remember to buy e C kay.
ohh youve bought it.
come over now then!
im waitinNnNnGgGgGg!
and so is HM!!
hhahahaahhahahahaha.

ohh aussie lost to italy last night.
coz of a stupid penalty given on e very last SECOND.
when e socceroos played better.
seriously.
wtf.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

edit: NO PG. threesome is way to disgusting and we both know it! besides with HM ard i doubt i'll ever get any of yoOoOoUuUuU!

and i thought today promised to be a good one. oh wells..

2006-06-26T19:21:00.000+10:00

i need someone to clean up my room badly.
okay.
correction.
i need to clean up my room badly.
note dat i wrote need and not want.
it's in such a messy state it's pretty scary.
cant believe this.
over a year of living in aussie and i still cant get used to e fact dat im maidless.
booooooooooooo.

funny.
considering how much i hated my spore maid,
i sort of miss dat bitch right now.
at least she kept my room tidy.
and with her around i dont have to do laundry, iron and wash my own dishes.
i miss indo.
i wonder how mommy dearest is coping now dat she onli has 3 maids (dan's nanny came back),
unlike e usual 4 or 5, at a time 6 even, dat populate my house.

and i hate ironing.
take a very long time to iron a single shirt.
omfg.
i miss e laundry maid.
and now dat it's winter i hate washing dishes as well.
:(

oz lotto tmr.
money money come my wayy..
if i do strike,
e first thing i'll do is to buy a house and move out.
so i can just pack my stuff and cart them off instead of cleaning up e mess yada yada.
and then i shall make good use of the domestic help services offered here.
nvm e price.
hell when you strike big,
i doubt e price of it will even bother you one bit.

HM is irritating e crap out of me.
we both have our own lives okay.
so why dont you stay in your own little circle and play with your own set of seasoned friends,
instead of venturing into my happy little world ever so often, bursting so many of my bubbles and asking so many questions which in my honest opinion is none of your business.
like hello.
learn to keep your nosey nose out of people's business alright.
and exam's so over.
i know i screwed up.
you know i screwed up.
we all know i screwed up.
so why cant we just leave it at dat instead of making stupid comments like:
"so results' coming out soon huh. so how did you do? how many subjects are you failing?",
everyday?
like excuse me.
fug off okay.
regardless of how badly i may fare for dis term's exams,
at least we all know by e end of 3 or perhaps more years,
i'll be holding a degree from a proper university,
while you'll be graduating from some dontknowwhattocallit school.
snob.
yeah yeah.
brag all you want with you HDs and Ds and wadever else.
i dont give a hoot (:

coz i dont live on making myself feel good by going to a dontknowwhattocallit school and then being e best among e underdogs.
get a life HM.
and get some dose of sensitivity too.
my gawd.
you shd just marry brunny and make lots and lots of mean kids.
you can be one meanie familyy!

im tired..
slept at 5 and woke up at 7 plus in e morning.
sheesh.
i fear my eyebags are beyond help now.
yuckety yuckety yucks.

okae i shall go off.
and ohh ohh it's aussie VS italy tonight.
GO SOCCEROOS!!!!!!!!
met this very nice canadian guy last night in tigergaming.
he was pulling for aussie!
woooooottt!
it's a great boost to e pride to know dat someone living so far away is actually rooting for us.
thanks man (:
and canada will make it in too one day.
it takes time but you guys will make it im sure!
just you wait and see.
=)

andddd today was greattt.
not blipless but stillllll (: (: (:
more on wed aye?
HEH.

2006-06-25T23:40:00.000+10:00

e shopping trip was..
okay..
dint think i shopped a lot.
but dearie seemed to think otherwise.
and after she pointed out e fact dat i spent 165324632752617 dollars
which is like..some people's monthly allowance in spore.
i decided to stop.
hahahahhaha.
shit.
no more shopping in july i promise.
and yeah..also e fact dat my bank statement is giving me breathing difficulties.

then met up with zz at night.
and D, you scared me very badly know at hyde parkkkkk!
ckck!
and andd remember our dontspendsomuch plannn.
we've been blowing horrendously large amounts of money each month!
this is bad bad baddd.
next time we'll be eating bread and drinking tap water 2 weeks after we get our paycheck okay.

and now i have 25 jackets.
and in a very broke state.
heheheeheheheh.

2006-06-25T09:47:00.000+10:00

"omg you guys look sooo cute together!"
(: (: (: (: (: (:
and e cat got my tongue.
so he thanked them instead.
hohohohoho.

it's 9:45 in e morninggg!
meeting dearie at 11.30.
yiippiee yayyy (:

D pls rem to tell me e time later kay?
<3s

and oh you, yes you know who you are,
if you havent alr seen my msn nick,
here's another gentle reminder..
do stop calling. thanks.
im not going to pick up. ever.
unless you are in your deathbed or sth,
then dat'll be another story altogether.
so let's spare each other more awkward moments yeah?
(:

bubye!
im one happpy happpyyy happpyyyyyyyyy girl!!!!

2006-06-24T20:57:00.000+10:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAYYYYYY (: (: (:

and tmr better be another happy dayyyyy.
i'll be out with dearie instead of deariekins.
since stupid HM bailed on me AGAEN.
hmphh..but it's all goooddd..all gooodd..
coz dearie decided to save me from a day of boredom, getting stuck at home listening to HM yak on her stupid phone.
i still have my girls' outing tmr!
we are gg shopping!
yayyy.
bestie's day out it shall be (:
LURB CHEW DEARIEE <33

though i highly doubt u'll be reading dis since you r subscribed to my xanga.
hmm hmm hmm...

monday monday monday..
come quick quick quickkkk.
i shant say whyyyy..
but i think it's pretty obvious hah.

okieee.
ive got a new message from friendsterrrr.
wonder whoooooooooo.
hahahahahahha.
adios peeps!!!

2006-06-24T10:59:00.000+10:00

going out with zz at 1.
ohshit i think im gg to be late.
rush jessie rushhh.

i still owe him sth from e last time i was late.
hahahahahahhaha.
omg.

zz i really dont think we'll be granted e SC.
omfg.
but it's okayyyyy. we can repeat tgt!
it'll be so cool.
i think lala might be repeating too.
so it'll be me you lala and chrissy pooo (:

okae like whoever gets excited at e prospect of having to repeat subjects right.
but it's all good coz tmrrrr..im gg SHOPPINGG!
i dont care dat HM might complain or whatever whatever.
i need to spendddd..
and buy more to add to my erm..24 jackets.
hahahahaha.
i really have no idea how im gg to move next time.

anyhos, i fell down while trying to write a testi for dat meanooo!

bergdorf brunette something smelly came my way =S says:
i wanted to sit and type

bergdorf brunette something smelly came my way =S says:
but i was too excited i didnt exactly see whether e chair's in position

bergdorf brunette something smelly came my way =S says:
so i fell on e floor

bergdorf brunette something smelly came my way =S says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

something sweet came my way! (: says:
hahahahahahahah

something sweet came my way! (: says:
the floor got hole not?

=/

and no i dont laugh like a donkeyyy. and even if i do it's still better than youu. you laugh like an elephant blowing its trunkkk (??)

okae i really gtg.
else im gg to be super late and i'll have to owe you even more of dat!

ciaoo peeps (:
have a good weekend!

2006-06-24T00:23:00.000+10:00

had loads of fun todae (: (: (:

got home and DAT spoiled evt.

anyway lia,
ganbatte! dah mo selsei tuh! gw kyqnya hrs retake neh..gq bisa byk bgt..mank bljr pun last min seh ): mampus man.

and lala, got ur msg todae (:
bon voyage! enjoy ur hols!
it'll be doom's day soon.
BOOOOO..

and ahh..aussie's in e top 16.
WOOOOOOOOOT!

2006-06-22T21:13:00.000+10:00

dis guy who looked like cheong drove past my bus stop dis afternoon and upon seeing me,
got his driver friend to slow down, honked and waved like a mad man..
at me.
and really cheongie,
he looked so much like you..
he couldve passed off as your twin.

and no im not daydreaming.
im not seeing things.
and im definitely not missing you.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
(:
outing soon, i get it.

and im not MIA.
you seldom see me coz..
well..i seldom go to skewl.
hahahahaha..
okayyy..
XD

hmm..im bored..winnie dearie where are youuuuuuuuu :( :( :(
and our shared blog is like..dead..agaen..
hahahahah..
sheesh.
i'll update soon i promise!

im off then.
HARLAN HUI KA CHUN!
ganbatteeeee! and good luck for your last paper!
after dattt..we shall meet upppppp.
cause i miss you (:
really. i really do.
but i bet HM misses you more.
im so gg to hug you.
then she'll have a reason to hug you too!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
im evillllllllllllllllllllllll.
but i might not do it.
depends on how nice you treat me from now on.
hohoho.

im off.
gg to play taitee..
i miss tigergaming.
muack muack muack
im gg back there baby wooooooooooooooot!

2006-06-22T19:14:00.000+10:00

never felt more alone.

have no idea what i want.
have no idea what u want.

on some days, i really wish i can be more like her.
things will be so much simpler dat way.

im tired.
have a lot of sleeping to do.
eyebags eyebags go away now now now.

and to whoever it is dat tried checking,
he doesnt have a blog.

im off (:
bye.

2006-06-21T23:06:00.000+10:00

im done with exams!
relieved yet pretty nervous abt getting my grades back.
went to get MC since im applying for special consideration for my QMA paper.
screwed dat paper very very badly.
i hope my special consideration goes thru.
though dat will mean me retaking e paper agaen on e 13th of july.
shit.
and i have to go back to e clinic tmr to get e form stamped.
sheesh.
zz ud better not be latee!!!
and e doctor i saw must be e worst of e lot.
sarcastic and dumb as well.
damn woman.
you suck.

booooo..

anyhos..
here's to wish mommy dearest,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
turning 43 this year huh?
how youve aged mom!
hahahahaha kidding.
hope you had a great one yeah?
though dad's away, and kelvin and i are away too!
so i hope stupid daniel and smart duke did sth nice to make your day.
(: (: (:

and im sorry i decided to not go back for my break.
think u guys miss me?
nyeheee...
but when im back home you are always complaining abt how much of your money im spending!
ckck.
but i really2 dont think i shd go back.
IVE GOT LOADS TO DO!

my poor violin.
i hope someone's taking good care of it.
though i really dont think so.
ckck.

im off then.
to talk to my dearest housemate.
been ages since we last talked.
ciaoo peeps <33

2006-06-20T03:04:00.000+10:00

it's 3 am.
and i havent realli started mugging for e paper tmr.
i cant believe myself sometimes.
and obviously e procrastinator in me could not have chosen a better time to realise it's full-blown potential.
14 chpts of finance which i dont know fug abt and ive been surfing e net.
blog-hopping. FSing. wadever.
i shd just kill myself.

2 more papers.
yea sure wadever.
we'll see how tmr goes.
and i still have QMA on wednesday.
im so hating exams.
sucking every morsel of happiness out of me.
:(
and you are napping..
but i can call u in an hour's time!
nyeheeeee..

ohh and i owe anthony one.
thanks for planning out my revision ant.
appreciate it a lot realli <33
sort of miss last year.
we were so close then.
it's okae once christhian comes back we'll hang out more yeah?
good luckies for finance tmr.

and i just read stupid harlan's blog.
wonder whether dat idiot really did go and get a MC in e end.
damn i shd have.

i cant wait for wedddddd.
i wanna go watch movies. lots and lots of movies.
i wanna go poolingggggg.
i wanna go shoppinggggg. spend spend spend. gosh it's been so long.
and i need to catch up with dearie (sorry been busy lately), HM and my cousie.

and then come late july my chrissy boy will be back!!!
WOOOOOTTTTT!
CHRISTHIAN KUNCOROOOOOO I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
and i know you miss me too.
hohoho.
come back come back come back now now nowwwww.
(: (: (:

omg im nose bleeding.

hahaha dat was so random.
but yeah imagine typing and then realising sth's dripping and you realise it's your nose.
dripping blood.
ew i know.

ohh ive got e funniest mom ever.
i'll call back soon and we can have a nice looonnngg chat aye?
=))

time to hit e books.
or rather e notes since i obviously do not have e time for e tb.
and then i can wake you up.
hohohohoho.
my turn to disturb youuuuuuuuu.
nyeheeeeeeee!!!

adios peeps (:

2006-06-19T20:51:00.000+10:00

didnt sleep a wink last night.
was burning midnight oil along with..
a hell lot of other people.
i guess last night was e onli night e whole world stayed up to mug for econs todae.
which a lot of us screwed up.
u noe why.
coz dumb pokes like me focused on e wrong chpts.
studied chpt 1- 11 and decided to skip e rest.
till zz dropped me a bomb at 5 plus in e morning.
80% of e exam will be on chpt 12-19.
fug.
obviously it's too late to do anth abt it.
so yeah..
keeping my fingers crossed.
all i want is a pass.

aussie agaenst brazil last night.
not trying to be biased or anything..
but i have to say..e socceroos played well.
and i was expecting them to score a goal or sth..
but nope..they dint.
oh wells..
they are playing croatia next.
a draw and they'll be on their way to e top 16.
GO AUSTRALIAAAAA!
(:

im tired.
so i guess im gg to take a 2 hr nap.
then wake up later to mug for finance.
from scratch.
e exams is such a big joke honestly.
all i want..are passes.
no more.
no less.

okae finance at 1.45 tmr.
wish me luck peeps (:

bubye!

2006-06-17T20:38:00.000+10:00

tired.
accounting paper was..horrible.
i have dis really huge feeling dat i may have to retake.
goddamnit.
the parents are just gg to have a nice time nagging and scolding and wadever wadever wadever.
for once im glad i wont be gg back for e hols.

okae.
3 more papers.
in 3 consecutive days.
im so gg to be slaughtered.
shit.

i so hate uni life.
:(

watched "stick it" with zz.
nice show.
i like it better than "fast and furious tokyo drift" anw.
ohh and they have dis really cool car frm e movie on show outside hoyts.

and i have dis horrible pimple which is hurting like what.
damnit.

kae. i shall go off and slp.
ciaooo (:

and yes.
you pissed me off.

2006-06-15T23:07:00.000+10:00

it's 11:05 pm
and my acctg paper is in 10 hrs' time.
how im supposed to finish mugging by then is beyond me honestly.

omg.

off to muggerland agaen.

P/L statement= income statement.
B/S= measures financial position at a point of time.
dr=cr.
journal entries.
and so much more.

royally screwed.
BOOOOOOOOO.

no shuteye for yours truly tonight.
freak.

:(

2006-06-15T11:56:00.000+10:00

pi: THANKS (: you take care and all e best for ur A's kae. do your daddy prouddd! and i'll be back in dec so we can meet up. ive alr made plans with wee to eat sushi buffet! hihihihihihihi. this time we'd better drag nad to come with us.

so spain - ukraine: 4 - 0.
fernando torres is looking as hot as ever..
hahahahha..
sometimes i question my objectives in watching soccer.
oh wells..

ACCOUNTING FINALS TOMORROW.
freeeeeeaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :(
nervous breakdown.
i have to go and mug.
ernst and young awaits winnie and i.
we can do it dearie!
4 yrs down e road.
wait till we get our masters and PRs.
we'll nail those jobs (: (: (:

ciao kiddos.
have a nice day and..
yeah all e best in whatever it is dat u wanna do today.
boy im crappy todae.
hehhh.

2006-06-14T09:12:00.000+10:00

AUSTRALIA - JAPAN:

3-1

WOOOOOTTT!!
have always been a supporter of japan, but when u happen to be in e country dat's in e world cup for e first time a gazillion yrs,
i guess it cant be helpd dat i feel proud of e aussies.
GO SOCCEROOOSS (:

and KOREA just beat TOGO 2-1.
HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI.
ahn jung hwan's still as cute.

okae. i shall go off.
just a quick update to keep dis blog of mine alive.
ciaooo..

GOOOOOO AUSSIE!

2006-06-12T11:50:00.000+10:00

so the world cup is here agaen (:
and steven g is looking just as hot as ever.
i can imagine loko drooling over him..
dont worry loko pinnyy..u arent e onli one.

anddd AUSTRALIA IS PLAYING TONIGHT!
woooooooooooo...
GOOOO AUSSIEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
XD

ohh e exams period actually coincides with e world cup season.
WTF.
coincidence u think?

okie gtg..

2006-06-09T13:13:00.000+10:00

dis is depressing..
everybody seems to have finished their exams while mine hasnt bloody started.
nor has e revision.
omfg.

cat's going back tmr.
damn and now my parents are asking whether i wanna go back for e hols.
and as tempting as e prospect sounds..
dont think im gg to take up on e offer since i did promise winnie i'll be staying over at her house and i did promise HM we'll go house-hunting tgt drg e break.
:(

so yeah..im gg to pass..
sorry peeps.
sorry cattt pls dont kill me.

now i have to go off..
i desperately need to have e urge to WANT to mug.
ick.

somebody, anybody..i need a disease calld muggerism..
pass it on to me pls.
i need KS.

2006-06-06T23:57:00.000+10:00

halfway through my econs presentation with winnie.
it's tmr.
omg.

and after dat it's the omen with the BFs (: (: (:

and i still owe people what seem like a zillion presents.
im so gg bust dis month.
boo..

2006-06-03T12:51:00.000+10:00

im coughing like there's no tomorrow :(
damn damn damn.
i hate winter..
it was just e 2nd day yesterday..
boooooooooo..

and guess what..
exam's in less than 3 weeks' time?
my gawd..i dread my impending doom XD

i'll be strong..i'll get by..nothing is forever..now i know (:

2006-06-02T12:07:00.000+10:00

looking at the number of movie tix stubs on my table scares me sometimes.
i watch a horrendously large amount of movies.
correction..we.
but that should not be very surprising since most shops in sydney are closed by 6 and so there isnt much night time shopping that we can indulge in
resulting to us running to e good old cinemas for entertainment.

and we watched RV last night.
laughed my ass off along with so many people watching it at e same time.
and i realised something so not very flattering abt myself.
when excited i have dis tendency of bouncing up and down in my seat..
i also like to move ard so much it isnt surprising to find myself off my seat and on e floor halfway thru scenes.
embarassing realli..

so today im meeting you after your classes at 3 plus?
wooottss (:
though it's onli for ard 3 hrs but yea..
anything will dooo (: (: (:

okie..
im out.
adios peeps!

and to those peeps in aussie, wear more clothes.
it's freezing out there.
brrr

2006-05-26T09:05:00.000+10:00

watched XMEN last night.
it was niceeee.
though the cinema in which we caught it sucked.
big time.
i think the air-conditioner broke down
and with that big a crowd watching it last night..
the place was like an open oven.

argh.

take the lead tmr?
or sunday?
hmmm..

2006-05-18T23:23:00.000+10:00

caught da vinci code todae.
NICE SHOWWW.
i guess coz i havent read e book.
gory yes.
butttt..at least it isnt one of those sleep-inducing shows where i have to fight back the urge to just make myself at home and snore away.

it's been a monthhh (:

2006-05-14T00:38:00.000+10:00

this blog is..urm..dead i guess.
time to start updating more often since i still do want this blog.

went for a house inspection earlier today.
i need to move out asap since HM's really getting on my nerves and there's no more PG to be my buffer.
dat idiot moved out alr.
damn.
haha.
anwaes, i like e house a lot a lot a lot.
winnie fell in love with it too.
stupid zong's supposed to join us.
but dat idiot, was late. as always.
so he dint get to view it.
ckck.
and we had to wait for him in e cold.
ckck.

i wanna move out.
i guess although im a little scared,
the thought of actually keeping my own apartment does excite me.
hihihihihihihihihihihihi
(:

2006-05-01T21:30:00.000+10:00

mid sessions are over (:
actualli my last papers were on friday.
haha.

soo..
the weekend was enjoyable..
evie thankiew for the prezzie.
it got here earlier but nvm.
haha.

and to you,
thankiew so much.
sunday was great (:

so it's back to school tmr.
damn.
im so not looking forward to it.

and ive got to find a house within 2 weeks so i can move out in a mth's time.
ugh.
i foresee a busy 1 mth ahead.

booooo..

2006-04-27T04:28:00.000+10:00

yesterday morning found myself outside randwick racecourse waiting to enter the hall for my acctg paper.
funny.
we actually have exams at racecourse =S

so obviously the paper was a difficult one.
oh man..

i have econs and QMA papers tmr..
joy to e world!

i have to start mugging.

adios peeps (:

2006-04-22T09:08:00.000+10:00

caught "the hills have eyes" yesterday.
very gory and barbaric i think.
too all you morbid girls out there,
you should totally watch it.

was pooling before that.
and obviously zz found his wind and kickd my ass badly.
embarrassing realli.
havent been trashed THAT bad since e time i just started playing?

and at night it was bloody freezing.
omg.
and of course zz dat dumb idiot was asking stupid questions like
"will i get a frostbite?"
sheesh.

cant believe im friends with that kind of person.
*gasps*

2006-04-18T09:29:00.000+10:00

e movie marathon was greaaaaat!
ended up going for breakfast after dat..

omfg.
sydney is cold in e morning..
i hope in winter it wont get MUCH worse.

watching movie with you later.
i.cant.wait (:

2006-04-16T12:03:00.000+10:00

last night was fun fun fun (: (: (: (:

world war 3 broke out at home yesterday.
so PG and i tried escaping by going out for dinner at city.
met up with zongzong and we ended up watching

"yours, mine and ours"

hihihihihihihihihihihi

im still smiling over last night.

HAHAHAHA.

im such a loser.

anddd i cant wait for tonight!!!!!

should be even more funnnn (:

2006-04-14T10:46:00.000+10:00

HAPPY EASTER (:

im staying home today..
for a much needed rest.
then it'll be hanging out with e friends on weekend.

when e weekday starts,
it'll be strictly mugging period.
oh swell.

how can they put our exams right after e break.
dats like inhuman.
it should be made illegal.
hm..

2006-04-11T10:26:00.000+10:00

i have a finance test tmr n i havent finishd mugging for it.
oh wells..
no slacking for me todae.

having easter holidays dis fridae.
and e following monday.
but since urs truly have no classes to begin with on both days,
i dun get to skip any classes.
ckck.
shame shame.

e weather is cold alr.
hm..
think dis winter is gg to be a lot colder than last yr's.
let's all turn into walking icicles.
e joy.

my mrt girls..
i miss u guys loads <3

2006-03-26T20:31:00.000+11:00

time sure flies.
ive just spent my first mth in uni.
not as bad as i thought it would be.
in fact uni life is improving.

e ABCs no longer intimidate me.
e classes arent DAT scary anm.
and i realise i actualli like talking with an accent.
albeit a fake one.
haha.

e lectures r still as boring tho.
ckck.

hm..
it's nice to have ur best friends in ur classes.
gg late n falling asleep drg lectures wont be very bad dat way.
tutorials wont be as boring also.

ohh..
have i mentiond..
my QMA tutor seems to have e hots for zong zong.
bet someone's scoring full marks for every class quiz.
oh wells..

i love playing dai di.
tigergaming.com
do download ppl.
n im making money off lala.
hahhaah.
dun worry.
it isnt real money.
im still a very broke person in real life.

2006-03-15T21:09:00.000+11:00

it's autumn (:

it was pretty cold todae.
but since angela and i had 3 consecutive tutorials in e span of 3 hours..
and they were all being held at different parts of the campus,
we had to walk long distances to get from each class to e next.
and all done by brisk walking.
so we dint realli feel e cold.

so it's e third week of skewl.
am not as intimidated by e many locals and ABCs anm.
but i still cant get used to e competitiveness of e students.
like geez..
relax..
it's not even e exams period yet.

anw..there was dis sporean guy in my microeconomics class.
he had a weird dress sense (at least winnie and i think he went a little overboard)
he uses dis gay phone.
and..his singlish is so..WOW.
so he was trying to explain sth to e class.
everything sounded normal..till he went..
"wad's dat called..AR?"

wth.

2006-03-07T22:55:00.000+11:00

had my first tutorial of e year todae.
it was a finance class and i had it alone since angela couldnt squeeze into my class nor i hers.
hm..
wad can i say..
wasnt as bad as i expected but it wasnt great either.

we had like..5 indons (2 of whom speaks like ABCs) and the rest are like ABCs or caucasians.
OMFG.
seriously.
wth.

we dint noe e other indons though..
but we managed to sit tgt SOMEHOW.
perhaps indons give out dis "let's group tgt vibe" or sth..
anyhos, dis girl who i mistook for ab ABC sat next to me and we talkd.

me: have u been here since u were like..verie young?
fiona: nope..wad abt u?
me: nope..i came here last year
fiona: wow..ive just been here for like 2 weeks..
me: u serious?
fiona: so where r u from
me: erm..indo
fiona : LAUGHS LOUDLY
me: dun tell me u r from indo too?
fiona: hahahaha. in fact i am.

then we both started laughing.

and..i asked e dumbest question.

me: so can u speak indon?
fiona: of course!

i noe it was a dummmb question.
but it just never struck me dat whoever speaks such excellent english can actualli speak indon.
e 2 lang just dun go tgt.

hm..accounting and econs tute tmr..
wont be so bad coz i'll have my oompas with me then (:
okie dokes..
im gg off..
adios peeps <3

2006-02-28T19:22:00.000+11:00

back in sydney (:
to my dearest pi and clara, im sorrie we dint meet up!
there just wasnt enuf time i guess..
no worries though.
i might go back in july!
BUT im not verie sure yet.

anyhos,
skewl wasnt verie nice.
aside frm e fact dat i finally get to see my BFs n dearest cousie,
it was a bitch.
e lecturers were intimidating,
i dint understand anth drg e 4 lects..
and...
there were just too many ABCs and caucasians in e classes.
and believe me..
when uve spent most of ur life being lockd up in e same class with asians,
it can be pretty scary.

not to mention e fact dat some lects were so packd,
we actualli risk getting kickd out of e theatres if there arent seats left.

andd...apparently ABCs can be pretty kiasu.
first day of skewl n they were alr walking ard lugging piles of fullscap.
then once e lecturer started talking,
they immediately whipped out pens n startd writing.
n i suspect they copied e info from e screen WORD BY WORD.

it was during econs lect i think.
looked down e row of students n saw a line of white.
which were people's fullscaps.
onli winnie, zongie n i had nothing on e table.
angela was copying tho.
but i suspect she did it coz she simply wantd to fill her new notebook.
and not coz she was interestd in e ongoings of e lesson.
like wad's new.

okie then.
just a quick update abt e first day of skewl.
gg off now.
ciaoo (:

2006-02-15T16:07:00.000+11:00

u noe xinyi..
it's not verie nice to laugh at maids esp if they happen to be ur friends.
who doesnt like doing household chores.
and even tho it was just a dream.

and pi..
not as if u can cook!!!
CKCK

anyhoo..
HAPPY VDAE PEOPLE!
spent e night in total darkness coz there was a blackout.
talking abt candle-lit dinner.
i guess dis is e onli time dat e candles r serving their purposes.

and to my dearest nadiah..
HAPPY BDAE!
hope u had a great 18th!
btw..do u realise dat for NOW (just for a few mths) we r actualli of e same age??
hoho.

okie dokes..
im gg off.
adios!

2006-02-09T17:07:00.000+11:00

nad please..
i noe ur bdae is coming n stuff..
but u dun have to ask e question out right.
ckck..
shameless realli.
dumb dumb.

haha

anyhoo..
pi huan i dunnoe whether u r reading dis..
but i had a dream abt us e other night.
believe it or not (frankly id rather not)
it was abt e two of us becoming maids for 2 neighbours.
so we r like..
e neighbouring maids??
i noe it sounded dumb.
we even lookd dumb okae..
scrubbing e floor.
i was scrubbing my employer's floor n u urs.
but we were laughing.

so i guess it is not wad we can call a bad dream.
since we both lookd pretty happy.

okie then.
gg off.
adios peeps!

2006-01-27T12:56:00.000+11:00

so i still havent received my offer letter..
then i emailed e skewl a zillion times..
n called e skewl 7 times..
and got no reply.

to say im pissed would be an understatement.

realli..
if my offers do lapse,
im considering gg to another uni coz honestly no skewl is worth dis much trouble.
especially a skewl in aussie.

it's not even one of e ivy league skewls please.

n zongie,
angela pointed out to me that there's a deadline to accept e offer,
after which e offer will lapse.
n since my 2nd choice is hospitality n i did pass e bloody interview,
there's a verie high chance that i'll end up there.
n then i'll get to do 3 majors.
wont that be great.

uhuh.
i dun think so.

anyhos, ive went to IDP n askd them to contact e skewl for me.
honestly,
if they dun give me a reply soon,
i think i'll blow up.

n okky,
thanks but no thanks,
rmit is not for me heh.
if do go to melb, i'll consider melb uni.
but no other skewls thx.
if im gg to move to another town (i hope it wont come to dat)
i might as well choose e best that they can offer.

adios peeps.

2006-01-22T22:57:00.000+11:00

hey nad..
verie funny.
more likely it was coz i was talking to pi earlier
n somehow she mentioned ur birthdae!
dat is why!

anyhoo..
angela, im having trouble updating my xanga.
n forget abt e email..
it wasnt anything important..
i might as well type e things dat i wanna tell u here:
- yea we can fly back on e 20 sth..i dun mind. can u tell me abt when? so i can tell my dad to postpone e airtix. thx.
- erm..dun call me for dis few days..u guessed correctly, my hp's with my dad coz we have families from overseas in town n since all their numbers r in dat phone, he took it back. so im currently phoneless. n ive been busy too. gg out to entertain them n stuff.
- im emailing e skewl soon to tell them to send me my offer letter. so do wait for me to make e same timetable.

dearest winnie,
u have to wait too. i still havent got e offer letter yet.
do u think they've somehow forgotten to send me one??
dat will be such a disaster.
n wad's e dateline to enroll online???
omg..im so screwed.
n it's all thx to e stupid postal system here.

okie dokes..
im gg off.
evt so screwed.
e internet is so bad ive been disconnected 7 times so far.
n my printer's down.
oh joyy.

adios peeps.

2006-01-17T18:44:00.000+11:00

nad dearest,
i had a dream abt u last night.
we were all lined up at dis place n we appeared to be having assembly.
anw there was dis other person who i cant recognise,
n we were just laughing throughout e whole thing.
it's realli weird i tell u.
u just stared at me n we both simply burst out laughing.
perhaps dis is an omen!
sth hilarious is abt to happen to us!
hm..perhaps to me since u stared at me first,
before we both laughed.

anyhoo..
my youngest bro is 2nd in his class,
n perhaps 4th in level.
he's down for e maths olympic too.
wow.
i never noe daniel has any smart genes in him.
e way he slugs abt,
i doubt he gave anyone even e slightest inclination to think dat there's actualli a bit of brain in dat head of his.

okie then.
im gg off.
starting driving lesson with saliva soon.
pray dat i wont crash into my very own gate e minute i start driving.
adios guys <3

2006-01-14T15:50:00.001+11:00

watched "the myth" by jacky chan.
nice shooowww.
much nicer than "the promise".
e storyline, e music..
everything.

ohhhho.
havent been online much lately.
coz ive been BAKING.
hihihhihi.
i cant believe it myself.
but i dun realli bake.
i just pack e cookies after they've been baked n cut scotch-tapes.
my mom n e maids bake.

angela, zongie, any offer letters?
winnie n mendel had gotten theirs.
i hope mine isnt lost in e mail
sheesh.
in dis country u never noe.

okie then.
im gg off.
just a brief update on wad's happening here.
adios peeps :)

2006-01-14T15:50:00.000+11:00

watched "the myth" by jacky chan.
nice shooowww.
much nicer than "the promise".
e storyline, e music..
everything.

ohhhho.
havent been online much lately.
coz ive been BAKING.
hihihhihi.
i cant believe it myself.
but i dun realli bake.
i just pack e cookies after they've been baked n cut scotch-tapes.
my mom n e maids bake.

angela, zongie, any offer letters?
winnie n mendel had gotten theirs.
i hope mine isnt lost in e mail
sheesh.
in dis country u never noe.

okie then.
im gg off.
just a brief update on wad's happening here.
adios peeps :)

2006-01-10T18:04:00.000+11:00

so duke's down wif diarrhoea.
poor dear.
have no idea wad contributed to it..
except dat dis lizard in e bathroom has suspiciously disappeared ever since e morning duke emptied out all his stomach's content on e bathroom floor.
ckck..
i dunnoe who suffered more.
mr lizard or duke.

hm..saliva's back from korea.
goodie.
shd go out wif her sometime.

i think im ignoring a lot of ppl's msges n smses.
my apologies.
am in no mood for any form of correspondence in e past few days.
though im alr starting to reply to ppl's testis from todae onwards.
angela being e first :)

okae then.
im gg off to shop wif my mom, aunties n cousies.
having dinner to celebrate grandma's birthday tonight.
adios peeps :)

2006-01-06T23:06:00.000+11:00

watched MEMOIRS OF GEISHA.
fantastic show.
e setting, e actors, e attires..
all bloody NICE.
ppl, u guys should SO watch it.

watchd KING KONG too.
another nice show.
highly recommended.
just like e one above.

okae then.
gg off now.
adios!

2005-12-30T23:55:00.000+11:00

so my dumb violin teacher came todae..
thinking dat we were supposed to have lesson,
onli to find herself turnd away at e door since i was still deep in slumber.
well too bad..she mixed up e days.
lesson's supposed to be tmr, not todae.
ckck.

practised on my violin for an excruciating 20 mins.
never noe anything can sound worse than BM's disgusting laughter.
till todae dat is.
omfg.
i honestly think i spoiled e eardrums of people loitering within a 30 miles radius.
my poor neighbours.
n my poor ears.
e noise produced was such an offense even to myself.
ckck.
shame shame.
it was like dis screeching, high-pitched sound which had e misfortune of being out of tune as well.

n my arms hurt so bad.
not sure how im gg to play a decent tune for e teacher tmr.
hm..
i think she'll need ear plugs.

okae then.
i have a busy day planned tmr :)

adios peeps <3>

n where is everybody? i cant seem to catch u guys online anm. SHEESH.

2005-12-29T23:47:00.000+11:00

been busy lately.
family dinners, lunches, outings.
violin lessons.
shopping sessions.
oh boy..

3 more days to new yr- which means 3 more days to my cousie's wedding :)
ahh to be witness to a close relative's transition of a merry singleton to someone at peace in marital bliss.
hoho.

adios peeps.

n sum sum, ive linked u :) nice blog too!

2005-12-25T19:05:00.000+11:00

omg dis internet is gg to be e death of me.

anw, MERRY XMAS PEEPS :)
HOHOHOHO!

went out wif mitch ytd.
meeting her agaen at gran's house agaen todae.
OH YAY!

nad: THANK YOU :) n merry xmas!

nasreen: hahahaha. sweet lilac eh?

okae then.
gg off now.
adios peeps!

2005-12-18T21:26:00.000+11:00

mitch is coming back next wed.
winnie's taking e same course as me.
like omfg yayness.

lots of mosquitoes r feasting on me.
ugh.
bloody hell.
i hate them so.

anw nad,
im pretty sure u guys wont suit each other.
let's just say differences in personalities wokay?
haha.

omg
i cant wait for e extinction of mosquitoes frm e surface of dis earth.
i dun care dat their absence might ruin e life cycle or any shit along dat line
coz as it is they r ruining my blood cycle.
so i dun give a hoot honestly.

ha..
arsenal's playing chelsea tonight.
im not an arsenal fan but like any man u fan out there,
im actualli hoping dat they will win.
now i just hope sam lee wont ever come across dis entry.
hehe.

gg off then.
e mosquitoes r getting on my nerves.

adios!

2005-12-16T16:31:00.000+11:00

after one excruciating, sleepless night of tossing n turning in bed..e RESULTS IS FINALLY OUTTT!

ant calld me..causing me to nearly jump out of my skin. HAHA.

anw..i scored 8.6!!!! YAYYYYY. i noe it's a drop from my sem1's 8.7, but it's okaaaee! so here's e breakdown:

AE - A
CS - B
EC - B
LS - B
AC- B+ (ohh i wanna kiss sue teh. HAHA)
CMaths- A-

so yep. there it is! results of my taitee sessions wif angela n co. hoho. so while lots of ppl improve dis 2nd round, while mine actualli dropped, I DUN GIVE A SHIT!

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~

winnieeee dearieee, pls take commerce wif me? my parents wont let me take comm/law :(

2005-12-15T23:54:00.000+11:00

oh wells..
10 more mins..
dis is it..
make or break.

haha.
angela..i cant believe we actualli had e grace to laugh after we found e zillion mistakes dat we made drg e exams.
now i dun feel like laughing anm honestly.

but yea.
oh wad e heck.
let's laugh loudly.
HAHAHAHA.
it's supposed to help relieve ur tension or sth.

okae anws..
update agaen in a few mins.
brb.

2005-12-15T00:05:00.000+11:00

20 people you can think right off your head dont read the questions underneath 'til you think of those 20 people!

1. angela
2. bunnie
3. mitch
4. hypo
5. winnie
6. zongie
7. ant
8. clownster
9. cat
10. evie
11. nad
12. qiao yi
13. kodok
14. saliva
15. annie
16. os
17. BM (smirk all u guys want)
18. poffie
19. xinyi
20. ahsoh

okae..e 20 names r super random coz i usually thought of e next person after e person before them.

1. How did you meet 13?
kodok? ohh..in foundie.

2. What would you do if you have never met 5?
i'll just die in BC1. honest.

3. What do you honestly think of 10?
lame n crappy. hahaha. known her for 15 yrs alr :) hi evieeee

4. Would or did 19 and 8 date
HAHAHAHA. clownster n xinyi? omfg no. both r straight. n besides, xinyi deserves a lot BETTER even if she's to turn les.

5. Did you ever like 4?
OMFG no. who in their right minds will like hypocrites. cant imagine how e gf stands him even.

6. Have you hooked up with anyone 1-20?
NO. hm..actualli wif evie n nad yea. actualli cat too.

7. Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
MUAHAHAHAHA. bunnie n nad? no. too far geographically. besides she's not his type n vice versa.

8. Describe 7 in 4 words.
nerd. religious. gentleman. basketball.

9. Do you think 12 is hot?
qiao yi?? hahahahahah..nah..cool's e word :)

10. would 1 and 16 make a lovely couple?
OMG. angela honest to gawd, i dint plan to place ur names dat way. but omg...fate or mere coincidence u think??? okae..NOOO. if i dun write dat, she'll kill me.

11. Tell me something humiliating about 16?
os agaen? hahahahahha..erm..big ego?

12. Do you know any of 3's family members?
DOH. i noe her whole family even.

13. Whats 20's favorite band?
erm..i dunnoe..ahsoh, let me think..westlife? hahahahaha..

14. On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
my verie own cousin. 0. hihihi. she's not e cute type la. crappy n lame more likely.

15. What would you do if 15 just confessed his or her love to you?
annie? die of fright and move out straight away? she's my housemate u noe.

16. What language does 19 speak?
erm chinese, english n some hokkien? oi xinyi, wad languages do u speak??

17. Who is 8 with?
to say who will be giving out e answer to who she is.

18. Does 7 get around?
i dun get dis qn.

19. Have 18 and 10 hooked up?
poffie n evie? NO. they dun even noe each other. tho to think abt it, he's her type.

20. How did you meet 15?
she's my housemateee..

21. When was the last time you talked to 12?
qiao yi? erm..last week i think in msn.

22. What is 2's favorite singer?
how am i supposed to know. charlene choi?

23. Does 9 have any siblings?
yep yep. cat has 1 sister.

24.Would you ever date 6?
zongie? OMFG no.

25. Would you hook up with 13?
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH. yea yea n risk having e gf putting my head on e chopping board.

26. Is 11 single?
naah. nad's married to me.

27. What is 19's last name?
Tan Xin yi

28. Have you ever kissed 16?
NO

29. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 3?
we alr r! mitchhhh i love u so muchhh. hahahahahha..ihh jijay gih. awas klo muntah lu!

30. How close are you to 18?
hahahahahahahha. as close as i am to e next miss world.

31. What does 2 do for a living?
he's still in skewl la.

32. Where does 17 live?
some pigeon hole in HK no doubt.

33. Would you go out with 1?
angela? well wad say u best friend?

34. How close are 5 and 6?
dearie n zongie? verie close :)

35. Is 12 older then you?
qiao yi? yep. by 6 months :)

36. Is 5 the sexiest person alive?
HAHAHAHAHAHHA. winnie wad do u think? yea i noe she has dis habit of walking ard in bikini.

37. How do you feel about 20?
erm..ah-soh-ish? hahahaha. kidding. she's pretty!

38. Are 5 and 2 special to you?
5 yes..2 NO.

2005-12-14T20:51:00.000+11:00

violin lesson in half an hour's time.
ckck..
im beginning to dread it..

angela dear calld last night :)
talkd for more than an hour..
covered a lot of crap as usual..
when she told me my cousin dearest missed her flight.
ohboyy..saliva, im gg to laugh at u so hard when i see u next!
n angela,
i do hope we r attending e wedding in jakarta okae?
then i can go visit u!
=D

n ohh..dino is crappy..
n can u ask him wad's his ISP?
i'll tell u why soon.

BARNEY IS A DINOSAUR.
muahahahahaha :)

n zongie..
i dun mind hospitality.
honest to gawd..
i already told cynthia jie yesterday..in fact i think it's quite cool.
e thing is there's dis big mount everest between me n dat course..
namely my dad.
he still doesnt think i shd take it.
tho yea if i dont manage to scrape an 8 tmr,
n if by some luck i do get a 7.8,
i'll be doing hospitality.
hihihihihihihihihihihihihi.
n ohhhh angela..
it's not hospitality actualli.
it's more like MARKETING focussing on tourism n hospitality.
n we get to take another major if we want.
talk to ur dad agaen?

gtg guys
adios :)

2005-12-11T02:08:00.000+11:00

shame my friend..
isnt dat just too bad dat e wallet will be empty?
ckck..
cant help u here.
just as broke not to mention im NOT getting any allowance here.
haiz.

isnt this pathetic.
i cant tag my own board n have to reply u dis way.
ckck..

anw..todae is a boring day.
had violin lesson, read harry potter then went out for dinner.

i swear my dad is a verie bad driver.
n im a verie bad dinner-spot picker.
so wad happened was we decided to eat at dis out-of-town place.
out-of-town meaning we had to travel quite a distance to get there.
so there i was in e car feeling hungry n all thx to my dad's superb driving skills (im using e word verie loosely here)
i felt nauseous as well.
not to mention my mom cuddling my 11 yrs old bro next to me
im surprised i dint vomit during e ride.

back to my mom cuddling my bro..
appalling i noe.
she's acting as if he's still a little baby bouncing up n down her knees
when in true fact he's alr 11 yrs old n standing at 1.55 cm.
honestly they remind me so much of e dursleys.
my mom being aunt petunia n my bro being dudley.
e likeness is uncanny i tell u.

so mom's gg out of town tmr for my cousin's wedding preparation.
oh wells..
means i'll be stuck at home reading books agaen.
im bored okae.

results coming out next week.
im shivering in anticipation alr.
how delightful.

HAHA.

big joke.
hm..do u think there's still hope if i fervently wish dat somehow they've lost my final exams scripts n decided to award me my semester 1 grades?
wad an honourable thing for them to do.
though i have to admit dat it's highly unlikely too.

this is so sad.
though im kind of looking forward to look at e yrbook.
:)

gg off then.
my body's aching all over.
perhaps old age is catching up on me too..

adios peeps :)

2005-12-10T00:04:00.000+11:00

this is funny.
went for facial ytd n as usual e lady attending to me started chatting wif me.
she askd abt my studies n stuff..
then she went..

W: which part of oz r u in?
me: sydney
W: how is it there?
me: oh fine..quite nice.
W: really?? so is it very near Las Vegas? ( pronounced as la-ves-gas)
me: *dumbstruck* then.."oh not really"

when i told my mom later in e car she laughed like wad.

honestly..
some adults r just so lacking in common knowledge.
there was dis close family friend who once thought dat canada is a part of america.
n another family friend who doesnt how e temperature degree works n staged a vehement argument dat -25 deg c is hotter than -10 deg c.
sheesh.
shame shame.
i shudder to think wad knowledge they r actualli imparting to their children.
how to spot a real hermes from a fake one perhaps.

oh wells..
gg off now.

angela, im still persuading my dad to help me change e bloody time.
stupid travel agent.
n ohh do check out dis phone!
sony ericsson Z520i..pretty like wad!
i think im getting it! ;D

2005-12-08T01:05:00.000+11:00

yea yea..
i cant tag my own board.
like HAHA.
WTH.

anw zong,
goodie! so we r flying back on e 12th?
coz i managed to get a seat on e 12th mid-night flight after all.
tho im telling u i feel like strangling dat stupid travel woman.
honestly STUPID.
booooooo

back from my grandparents' house.
met my cousins blah blah blah.

ohh..my bro's nanny for 11 yrs left us todae.
went back to her village to rest since she's quite sick.
a sad affair i say..
but her doc doesnt think she has got much time left..
so it's better for her to spend some time wif her own family before..
somethings r better left unsaid.

n im not realli keen to play e violin anm.
sheesh.

ohh winnie just pointed out dat we can actualli check our results on e night of e 15th since they shd be uploading e thing on 16th midnight.
hohohohohohoho..
some results we r gg to be getting.

okae then.
think i still hv sth to say..
but bless my stupid brain i cant seem to rem.

adios peeps (:

2005-12-07T17:22:00.000+11:00

today marks e 3rd day dat im nursing a terrible headache.
evt's bloody spinning okae.
ever wondered how it feels to stare at ur fingers n realise dat they r spinning too?
wow.
dat feeling is once in a million i tell u.
n i do hope it comes once in a million times.
coz it sucks.

dinner at my maternal grandparents' house todae.
a kind of reunion for their grandchildren albeit there's onli 10 of us.
but wad's wif us studying in diff places n having hols dat seldom coincide..
oh wells..
n erwin's gg to UK too next yr.
ckck..

gg off then.
i hv another blog to update.

adios peeps :)

2005-12-04T21:35:00.000+11:00

im BORED.
n i still can't upload e photoosss..
SORRIE HOR.

anw, TAN LI HUAN aka PI HUAN!
HAPPPPYY 17th my deaaarr!
too bad im not there to celebrate wif u.
have a good one okaae :)

angela: where r u laaa???? still in spore??? CKCKCK.

2005-11-29T00:25:00.000+11:00

yoohooo..
im back :)

n my eyes r infected.
so i cant wear contacts..
how sad..
im like squinting at evt now.
ckck..
i swear i squint so much my eyes r reduced to 2 pathetic slits..
n im starting to resemble brutos when i do dat.

ohh guys..
i havent uploaded e pics yet coz my internet connection is super bad.
everytime i try uploading i alwz get cut off before it's completed.
so wait okae.

im starting my violin lesson tmr.
hm..
im quite lazy to start actualli.

michelle where r u??
im like super bored here.
btw i met evelyn at sun ytd!
can u come back quick then we can go out tgt?
hihihihihihihihihihihi.

okae then.
im gg off now.
to my boring boring holidays.

tata <3

zongie: get a life. roger march dint do my interview u goon! hahahahahaha..right..n how's sf? ohh there i go agaen! eh i cant i help it okae. it came out naturally. n shit. i have to eat soto ayam wif u everyday when skewl reopens. omg..

angela: BABY (hahahaahahah) im missing u tooooo!! tho i bet dino misses u more. hahahahahaa..so how was qvb? did u get to see prince disgusting? hahahahahaha..okae dat's mean. but it's true can..

saliva: get ur ass back here quickkkkkkk. i wanna go out wif someone below e age of 20!!!!! been gg out wif ppl more than twice my age for e past few days. ckck. i need youthful companyyyyy!

ciaoo peopleee <3

2005-11-26T02:42:00.000+11:00

im home people (:

met lia n jenn on e flight back.
heh.

anw..dear frds..
i'll try to upload e pics asap kae?
i shd be posting them on dis blog.
but e internet connection is OMFG slow here.
wth..

n..duke recognises me!
heh.
lunch wif my grandparents tmr..
n im gg to a wedding dinner at nite.
bloody hell..
dun feel like gg at all.

gtg..
my mom's coming down.

hey..u promised u'll tag :(

ciaoo..

2005-11-24T04:39:00.000+11:00

gg off to e airport in less than 2 hrs' time.
i just finishd packing.
hahaha..
tired shit..
im like a walking zombie..
omg..

onli had a few hrs' of sleep in e past 2 days.
im just gg to fall sick soon.
sheesh.

i hv to go n bathe now.
11.5 more hours n i'll be in spore (:
rejoice people.
heh.

so peeps,
i'll see u guys back in feb?
hopefully we've all done well (though it's highly unlikely)
n make it to unsw next yr kae?

hm..dis is it then.
my next post will be done in spore or indo.
sydney, fare-thee-well (:

-dat metallic red traffic light will be missed <3

2005-11-20T20:19:00.000+11:00

accounting paper tmr.
i have yet to finish studying.
OMFG.
im screwed.

am at chpt 5 n it's alr 8:20 pm..
im taking e paper in 13 hrs' time.
omg.
i have like 6 more chps to go.
someone pls save me.
n im alr sleepy.

shit shit shit.
im in deep shit.

flying home in 4 days' time (:
wif mixed feelings no doubt.

im pissed at my dad.

ohh..my interview is tmr.
wish me luck.
n ive yet to pick up my ticket frm e travel agent.
i hope they wont throw it away.

adios then (:
i have a big day tmr.

-lion king shall be my driving force <3

2005-11-19T09:01:00.000+11:00

2 more papers to go.
acctg n legal.
*shudders*

cs theory was a nightmare..
econs essays were all crap..
n my maths paper was a joke.

omfg.

tell me how badly ive screwed my finals.

anw..back to happier (n more important) things,
i'll be back in spore on e 24th (:
no need to come fetch me coz my dearest bro has agreed to do so.
i'll be in spore for one night!!!
seoul garden anyone?

heh.

gg off then.
i hv to go to skewl in like 1 hr's time.

ohh n i distinctly dislike ppl who writes dis way "sure cannot go jc le..toda flung geog n physics.."
eww im telling u.

-lion king is my friend <3

2005-11-17T22:54:00.000+11:00

im back (:
since dearest angela wants me to blog..
here i am blogging.

now bye.

hahaha..okae kidding.
dat was lame.
anw..i screwed up maths.
yayness.
expected a lot of differentiation qns.
but e old hag who set e paper obviously wantd to pull a cruel joke on us.
set a whole lot of probability n permutation qns.
n since urs truly was banking on differentiation n integration,
n doesnt noe shit abt probability n p&c,
she obviously dint do well.
skipped a lot of qns.
damn it.
damn e old witch who squeaks like a mouse.
WTF okae.

anw..im depending on acctg n legal now.
ohman..
i hope they'll moderate our papers.
else im quite dead.

my interview for hospitality is dis mon at 3 pm.
after my acctg paper.
omfg.
im gg to be e 1st interviewd among my frds.
winnie tsannggg..u shd hv askd for e same day as me laaaa.
SHEESH.
n zong, u r a shoo-in la.
so dun worry too much.

caught flightplan todae.
dat movie is awesome!
n i wanna watch elizabethtown.
n narnia.
n king kong.
n e new jennifer aniston show.
n harry potter.
omg.
im so gg to set up a tent outside e cinema after e exams r over.
but ohman..
im gg back right after my exams.
but i get to watch lots of movies on e plane!
yayy

ohh those who r wondering when im flying back,
it's next thursday, 24th of nov.
i think i'll see u guys for dinner!
heh..
cant wait.
can we go seoul garden?
hehehehe..

shared a lottery ticket wif zongie todae.
we r gg to check e results tmr.
if we do win e 1st price,
i wont even studee for e next 2 papers man.
screw exams.
im gg shopping.
HAHAHA.
=D

gg off now.
will blog agaen some other time.
ciao peeps (:

p/s: australia just beat uruguay n qualified for e 2006 world cup. GO AUSSIEEEE!!!!!!!!!

-lion king is my new friend <3

2005-11-14T22:39:00.000+11:00

im tired.
just finished my econs paper more than 2 hrs ago.
oh wells..
im actualli glad dat our paper's an evening paper.
since i onli finishd studying for it 1 hr before e paper itself.

dun think i did well..
but dun think i did badly too.
i dunnoe actualli.
my answers are all super short.
n i had like 20 mins to spare.
omfg.

but arent expecting much since i did go for e paper in a mess.
my brain was like cramped wif info dat r all jumbled up n in dire need of sorting out.
dint manage to sort it out..
so hopefully i dint flunk.

maths dis wednesday.
i need to do better for dat paper.
my onli hope i guess.

oh wells...

-lion king made my day (:

2005-11-09T21:25:00.000+11:00

hello world.
been ages since i last updated.
but im alive (:
worry not.

alreadi had my CS n AE papers.
AE was okae..
though i screwed up CS again.
well i guess im just not cut out to be a computer expert.
CS practical tomorrow.
im not going to screw dat one up.
hopefully.

been going to the library to study everyday.
though whether or not it is productive is very debatable.
i think ive played more taitee than doing any real studying.
HEH.
but it's fun.
i love taitee (:

n i have gotten over my addiction for pool.
HAH.
though it does scare me dat the upcoming holidays means no pooling for 2 months odd.
oh wells..
i shall survive (:
after what happened to the colour of the traffic light,
i dun think much things amaze me now.

n i think im such a loser.
slept at 9 plus last night with the intention of waking up at 11 to study for econs.
but guess what.
the alarm clock went off but i did not even hear a single thing n slept all the way till morning.
woke up at 6 n nearly had a heart attack.
looked at the clock immediately n realised that it was onli 6.
thank gawd.
imagine if i had woke up later n missed the exams.
i think i'll just go commit suicide.
then again,
i dun think i will.
heh.

going off now.
i need sleep badly.

paper's at 9.30 tomorrow.
im not going to screw dis one up.
i must not.

wish me luck people (:

-paul frank no more.
lion king is my new friend <3-

2005-11-07T05:18:00.000+11:00

man u just beat chelsea!
HAHA.

congratulation..n jubilation..
lalalala~

(:

2005-11-04T20:31:00.000+11:00

around 8 months in foundation studies..
we've finally came to e last day of skewl todae.
dint realli feel a sense of loss or anth.
wantd to feel sad abt leaving,
but e feeling just wasnt there.
a totally diff scene when we were leaving tk.
todae there were no tears, no last min photo takings, no farewell letters, no nth.
oh wells..
i guess for some ppl e 8 mths of getting to noe their frds better just wasnt long enuf.

i may not miss some of e students..
but im definitely gg to miss e teachers.
met dubravka todae.
who gently admonishd us for skipping her tute ytd.
she's such a nice person.
sheesh..
n to think i hated her at 1st..
dat's a living example of dun judge a book by its cover.
am gg to miss claudia jones too (:
n michael n peter.
hm..i guess e onli way to repay them is to do well for finals.

perhaps dat will spur me to studee.
hv been on low batt mode this past few days.
not realli mugging anm.
playd lots of taitee in skewl..
listening to iPods n making stupid noises.
heh.

im still not scared of e exams dat's looming ard e corner.
im hoping by e time i take my 1st paper,
e realisation dat i am sitting for my finals will finally sink in.

met BM at e front gate of new bldg after skewl.
was so grossed out esp after i heard him laughing.
yucks.

off to update e other blog.
adios then peeps (:

-paul frank no more <3

2005-11-02T20:53:00.000+11:00

currently nursing a headache.
ugh.

went to skewl for e lects onli since we decided to skip econs tute at e very last min.
n maths lect was such a bore.
tho econs tute was okae.
mr gibbs actualli thanked n bid us farewell in our own languages.
i guess im gg to miss dat man after all.
oh wells,
all good things have to come to an end..
at least i had him as my econs lecturer thru out e entire foundie course.

n me being e scatterbrain obviously forgot abt e class photo.
supposed to take e pic todae n dat's y i brought my camera along
since noone in class seemd to hv one.
n coz i skipped lesson,
means e whole class dint get to take it todae.
but then agaen..
quite a few ppl skipped econs tute..
so it isnt a verie good idea to take it todae anw..

ive made out my exams prep plan.
n im gg to STICK TO IT dis time round.
tho e plan isnt verie realistic.
i hv to finish mugging for dis sem's strand 2 maths lect in 2 days.
dat's like 24 lects..
how im gg to do it is beyond me.
but im gg to try my best all e same.

im tired.
i need sleep badlyyy..
but noo..
im gg to mug.
hv to finish dis sem's strand 1 maths lect by tonite.

adios then.
im off to muggerland.
boo..

-paul frank is your friend <3

2005-11-01T08:54:00.000+11:00

stomachacheee :(
skewl at 11.
dat's like 2 hours away.
ARGH.
i dun feel like gg to skewl.
n e weather's so gloomy too.
oh wells..

dis is e last week of sch alr.
im just so amazed at how fast time flies.
okae i may be in one of e suckiest class ever.
but dat doesnt mean ive not made some verie good frds in sch..
n to think abt it, not everyone in my class sucks.
just a few do.
n somehow i noe dat not all of us will make it to unsw.
some will be repeating,
some will be gg to UTS, or sydney U,
while a few will be gg to UNSW.
but at least those who r close to me will make it i guess (:

exams officially starts next tue,
which is exactly a week from todae.
dis is freaky..
im so unprepared.
n my revision is gg on at turtle pace.
bloody hell.

gg to mug agaen todae after skewl.
i think i shd start my preparation routine.
e turning nocturnal plan.
it workd last time..

okae then.
gg off now.
ciaoo (:

2005-10-30T08:19:00.000+11:00

im telling you i think angela harbours a secret crush for me.
she's been taking my pics like gawd noes wad.
n some of them have even been made into her dp on msn.
OMGGGG
angela u sickoooo!

anw,
ytd was just another unproductive day for me.
went to library supposedly to mug.
ended up making so much noise, embarassing ourselves..
n playing taiti.
me n angela tried to make conversations in cantonese.
n poor winnie n leng zai became our translators
all thx to our super limited vocab.
laughed so much n dis guy came in to tell us to keep e noise level down.
so we decided to do sth else.
then after zongie left,
we started e whole thing agaen.
dis time a little RA-ted.

angela: em diu?
me: em hai.
angela: dim kai?
me: yan wai, lei mo kau.

okae dat's just lame.
but it was so funnyyy.
laughed till we cried.
havent laughed dis much in a lonnnggg time.
even martin laughed like i dunnoe wad.
HAHAHA
we shd have taped it down la!!
ARGH.

decided to go off at 7 plus.
went to have dinner at pinocchio (:
is dat e correct spelling??
anw..on e mainwalk guess wad winnie spotted?
a Condom!
n i pickd it up.
HAHA.
dint noe there r other brands for condom.
alwz thought there's onli durex.

back to e lib to mug todae.
not gg to e study rooms anm tho.
since we cant laugh as loud as we want there.
n we do look like animals on display coz of e way e rooms are structured.
glass windows n all.

okae then.
gg off (:
ADIOS!

2005-10-28T22:47:00.000+10:00

just had a pretty long talk wif a frd.
it started out innocently enuf.
but ended up well..
i dunnoe..
anw it brought back lots of memories.
most of which r unpleasant.
i dun even noe wad to say anm.
oh wells..

e disappointment..
e screaming fits..
e cold wars..
e tears..
e guilt..
n afterwards,
e making ups,
e promises,
e encouragements..
but they never last.
n before long e cycle will repeat itself agaen.

i admit i was at fault partly for all dat had happend.
i never did try hard enuf.
which is why im bent on changing all dat.
n also im sick n tired of gg thru all dat crap.
those few yrs were painful to say e least
n i dun want to go thru it all agaen.

im also sick of playing e happy person,
putting on a facade n acting as if im okae n not buckling under all these pressure.
because it sure as hell is not e case.

n i realli want to put a stop to this.

i noe im doing all these for e wrong reasons.
but ive alr tried so many other ways
n they hv all faild me.
so seriously..ive got no other choice save to try to do wad they want me to do.
n perhaps dat'll put a stop to all dis shit dat weve all had to go thru every single yr.
it wasnt fair for me,
wasnt fair for u guys,
n def wasnt fair to them.

i hate dis.
i thought ive alr left all dis crap behind when i came here.
but i guess not.
it's like revisiting ur childhood home onli to find a closet full of skeletons instead of ur childhood toys.

10 more days..

to suffer e slings n arrows of outrageous fortune, or to take up arms against a sea of troubles, n by opposing end them?

2005-10-27T22:34:00.000+10:00

el tute was OMFG.
ended up in e same grp AGAEN as BM.
man..wad luck.
2 days in a row.
obviously there were minimal communication in the grp.
thank gawd for tao.
but dint realli talk wif her too.
sheesh.

i cant wait for tmr!
HIHIHIHIHIHI.
winnie deariieeeeeeee =D

onli 7 ppl turnd up for maths tute.
sheesh.
e mad rush to finish long essay.
but u noe who's madder?
e tutor.
oh wells..

n paul frank made my day (:

cesario,
by the roses of the spring
by maidhood honour truth and everthing
i love thee so,
that maugre all thy pride nor wit nor reason can my passion hide.

-gimme a traffic light <3

2005-10-26T18:12:00.000+10:00

im drained.
slept at 2 last nite onli to wake up at 5 to do my long essay,
which is due tmr.
i managed to finish it in e end,
tho i had to rush to bathe n get my stupid hair done.
no easy feat im telling u.
n ive been re-reading it,
n it sounds crappier by e min.
wtf.
n im seriously suspecting dat i might hv gone out of point.
ugh.
e fact dat this essay accounts for 15% of our total el grade doesnt help as well.
im beginning to hate dis crap.

e 1st half of skewl was okae.
fun actualli n despite e fact dat there were disgusting flies all ard us,
i dint realli mind dat much.
ohh n i finally went to take e form for hospitality.
i dun feel like gg for e interview tho.
ugh.
n i honestly hv no idea how im gg to fit e interview into my super tight schedule.

then after winnie n i went for our econs tute,
my mood just got worse.
1st e heat was realli getting on to me.
then e stupid stupid disgusting flies had to hover ard us,
pissing me off even more.
n when we went for econs tute,
BM had to take e seat 1 seat away from mine.
WTF.
of all e seats in e room, he had to sit there.
wad a royal pain in e ass.
n when i thought things cant get any worse,
guess wad?
my tutor had to put us into e same grp for e discussion.
i almost had a massive heart attack right there n then.
decided to ignore dat disgusting creature altogether in e end.
he chose to sit there when he could hv sat elsewhere.
n he bloody well noes dat my tutor loves to make ppl sitting together discuss qns.
so he can just go do e fugging discussion all by his-disgusting-self.
since he claimed dat he's good at econs,
by all means prove it.

but u noe wad disgust me even more?
a classmate askd BM a qn.
Girl: hey how did u find e ans to e qn?
BM: ohh i did it all by myself. i couldnt find e answers, so i thought of it all by myself. by myself.

seriously.
ur answer wasnt even dat good.
e tutor had to make corrections here n there.
n ur handwriting is so fugly it was painful just looking at it.
so hey..
dat's no call for bragging.
n pls do get a life.

n clownster's staring at me pissed me off even more.
u noe wad honey?
stop staring at me will u?
u want sth to look at?
look at ur fugging dai fu.
it's bloody showing.
n it's damn disgusting.
wad is it wif u anw?
just do me a favour n go n die now.
thankiew verie much.

todae's such a bleak day.
in fact e onli bright spot is ks' no longer doing -sth- wif me.
dat 7 or 8 hours would hv been hellish.

n to banglaman,
stop sucking up to us will u?
wad uve been doing hv just stripped u off of any ounce of respect dat weve had for u.
stop it im telling u.
coz it doesnt pls me.
it's revoltingg..

ive gotten most of e steam out of my system i guess.
tho im still in a bad mood.
e thought of my completed long essay doesnt even pls me.
instead im worried abt it.
wad if it's not good enuf.
wad if it's realli out of point.
wad if my focus's wrong.
n rushing to finish ur essay in ard 4 hrs is insanity im telling u.
oh wells,
i hv no intention wadsoever of re-writing it.
so i guess i'll just be passing up wadever i have.
to zongie n cynthia jie,
good luckies kae wif ur essays.
COTs r all doing on pressure grp!
OH YAYY (:

okae peeps.
gg off now.
im in a bad mood.
so dun bug me.
if u wanna cheer me up,
gimme a traffic light.

honest.

-paul frank is my frd <3

ps: MITCHHHHH im not a loser anm!! can we chat soooonnn?? ive got sth SUPER imp to tell u. honest. ive found out sth superrrr important! YAYYYY =D

2005-10-25T19:06:00.000+10:00

did sth stupid in e toilet todae.
evidence of how dumb i actualli am.
thank gawd there wasnt anybody ard save for winnie.
phew~
still dat silly girl threatened to blog abt it in our shared blog.
ck ck

maths lect's e best todae (:
except for dis irritating girl who sat next to me.
UGH.
okae she dint realli do anth offensive,
altho she did blabber a lot in chinese tho dat cant be helped i guess.
but all she had to do was to TAKE E SEAT NEXT TO ME.
n dat pissed me off.
for reasons dat i shall not disclose.
ARGH.

n lessons r just as as yucky as ever.
econs esp was a pain to go thru.
excruciating in fact.
not e teacher's fault.
more like e class itself.
sheesh..
less than 2 weeks before skewl officially ends.
i guess dis time round there'll be no saving e class' unity..
rekindling e spirit wadsoever.
but then agaen,
not as if there's any to start wif.
oh wells..

on to happier things..
best frd cut his hair dat resembles a certain someone =D
oh yayy!
except dat dat pig doesnt noe how to style e same way n flatly refused to ask e hairdresser how to style it e same way.
ohh bloody hell.
GO HOME, STARE AT URSELF IN E MIRROR N LEARN TO STYLE IT E SAME WAY u hear me??

ohhhh..
me n winnie saw a classmate wif his gf todae!
HIHIHIHI.
wasnt spying mind you.
we were just at e correct place at e correct time.
anw..
dint realli get a good look at e girl.
bleah.

skewl tmr n it's gg to be a super hot day.
oh man..
e flies..
e heat..
i DREAD tmr :(
not to mention geishas n b-men.
EWWW.

----------------------------------------------
Sometimes i feel you,
Like a beautiful light,
Guiding my hand,
Through the darkest night

Sometimes i hear you,
Like a whispering breeze,
In the call of the songbird,
In the distant trees

And sometimes if i close my eyes,
I can see another place and time
And here beneath this sky of stars,
I feel you're never far away
-----------------------------------

-i want a porcupine-

2005-10-23T13:26:00.000+10:00

im as stubborn as a mule.
realised dat when my dad calld me.
he's in spore now btw.
n dat's e reason i get to talk to my bro.
anw..
he askd me to do sth.
i said no.
then he askd my bro to talk to me.
gave him a flat no as well.
ohmy.
im a mule.

ohh..my dad gave my atm card to my bro alr!
OH YAYY!
but i seriously dun think there's a lot inside.
unless my dad banked in more money.
hm..
hope hope hope.
but i still need to change my aussie dollars to sgd.
since im not sure how much there is inside.
an am too chicken to ask my dad.
hehehe.

6 hours in spore.
hm..
dis is wad i'll be doing:
- get kelvin to fetch me frm e airport
- go back to his house to put my stuff
- orchaaarrd (:
- back to kelvin's house for his n my stuff
- airport for kelvin to check in n me to meet e girls (:

ciaoo den (:

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What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here